(Following is the closing address given by Brother Barnhard,
president of the Quorum of High Priests, at the final quorum session of World
Conference 2004, April 3, 2004)
Every World Conference I have attended brought me new and
sometimes surprising thoughts; our time together this week is no different. The
following ideas have germinated after thoughtful conversations with you, sharing
in worship together, and the conference debates that not only show passion for
various points of view, but also show respect and caring for others who may not
warm to some offered perspectives.
The past few months I have wondered about what we will do
when we leave here this week. How will our lives be changed? How will we be
inspired and challenged to work with others to create sacred relationships and
sacred community?
In some ways it will require, as William Coffin reminds us,
“a recklessness of faith. First you leap, and then you grow wings.” He goes
on to say, “It is terribly important to realize that the leap of faith is not
so much a leap of thought, as of action. For while in many matters it is first
we must see, then we will act; in matters of faith, it is first we must do, then
we will know, first we will be, then we will see. One must, in short, dare to
act wholeheartedly without absolute certainty.”
Faithfulness is what counts and patience is required as new
vision sharpens our focus and clarifies our message. 
Over the past eight years, we listened as the high priests of
the church focused on concerns about ministry and those whom we are called to
serve. We, like the Roman God Janus, have had the chance to look back and see
where we have been and take inventory of successful ministries. But we also look
forward to see what new possibilities lie ahead.
We must emerge from where we have been, in order to see the
future with new eyes.
For me, this opportunity requires a spiritual journey that
creates an uncomfortable tension. As I look ahead, I know that a deeper
commitment to God will be required in order to sharpen my awareness of God’s
movement among the people and our responsibility to meet their spiritual needs.
Twenty-first century high priests have a huge responsibility for visioning,
mentoring, bridge-building, working for peace and justice, supporting each
other, and developing spiritual awareness. Part of our challenge is to hear,
see, and feel the message and be prepared to minister in concert with one
another. It is entirely possible that we will spend the rest of our lives
playing our part of the symphony over and over again. Sometimes we will need to
hold back and be willing to listen to the Conductor give us direction, so that
we can make our message more sweet and clear. Our ministry may be more behind
the scenes at the watering places of life or under a banyan tree with one or two
seekers.
The task to hear God’s voice and serve where we need to go
is one thing, but there is a huge gap between where we are most of the time and
where we need to be. Standing in the breach is not easy. Not only do we have to
fill the gap, but we are also called to build a bridge so others, too, can be
led to new vistas of opportunity.
My thirteen year old granddaughter has run for class office
many times, and we have encouraged her as she has fashioned each campaign. We
have begun to notice the importance of friends, clothes, parties, sleep-overs
with girl friends, and boys calling. All of this occupies more and more of her
time along with the demands of her education. That places grandparents further
to the sidelines, or behind the scenes, rather than closer to the action.
Grandpa makes points by threatening to screen new boyfriends,
or suggesting that a larger size dress or shirt might be more comfortable. She
knows that it’s not her comfort, but my peace of mind that’s behind my
suggestions. There is one thing that I have found that gets her attention. Our
conversations are never long because her cell phone rings or she is late for
this or that. So I talk to her about why she thinks people vote for her to be a
class officer. Is it popularity? Good looks? Or is it the quality of the
standards by which she lives?
Whenever I am around before she heads for a school function
or a social event, I say, “Taylor Ann, leaders lead. Leaders help others who
might wander off the road to get where they need to be.” Now all I have to say
is, “Taylor Ann,” to which she replies, “I know, leaders lead.”
That is our task. High priests are visionary leaders. We have
the tools, the skills, and when we offer ministry effectively, people will say
that they have done it themselves. We must start from the premise that leaders
produce more leaders, not more followers. Our leadership must relate directly to
how to make life better for everyone. Leaders lead.
We need to help God’s people take the next step. It’s
good to have more questions than answers, as Dr. Lovett Weems reminded us. Those
questions should include, but not be limited to the following. Who are we? What
is our mission? Who are our neighbors and what are their needs? What is our
mission? What do we discern to be God’s vision for us in this time or the near
future?
How do we do all that? It is our faith that allows us to act
wholeheartedly without absolute certainty. Faith puts us on the road, hope keeps
us there. I pray that God will bless you on the road.